Reality

It’s time to slide back into reality.

This thinking is too much to handle.

Thoughts running dry like the loss of blood in my veins.

It’s time to break out of a world full of nothing.

Hope has been lost through the airwaves, but it’s no surprise.

This act of astonishment is quickly burning out like a fiery meltdown.

It’s never what you’d expect.

It’s time to stand up now, time to stand ground for all the times you fucked me over.

I’ve been selling myself out quicker than I can find reasons to.

Only to find the fault never laid in my hands.

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I’m falling apart from a loss of words. Unable to comprehend the things that seem so easy. I walk towards a crowded street, stopping to stare at the lives of other people. We’re like machines, never straying far from what we know. We are a society waiting to break free from the chains we are so tightly put upon. Ready to break free from the rules that were supposed to abide by. Its time to find an exit, time to search for something new, something different. Hope never seemed so far from reach. Left to find our own way in a world of lies, painted over so we never see, yet underestimating our intelligence. And these politics never seem to catch up on to what we’ve caught on to. And its the who’s laughing now line being thrown into the streets.

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The room shouts of voices, but nothing makes sense.
I’m trying to avoid the things around me, but something keeps my attention.

Head down, silent. Keeping warm from the cold front coming in.

I’ve been sifting through pieces of my life like puzzles. Trying to
put together the things I made myself forget.

Instead it becomes another project never getting finished, another
realization I’m not getting further from where I started.

I’m searching for any distraction to keep me from thinking. Trying to
avoid contemplating causes from everything I’ve done.

This bottle of quick answers screams me to drink.

I’m holding tight to stay strong, making reminders every so often not
to take the easy way out.

Today’s Currents:

Reading: Another Bullshit Night in Suck City by: Nick Flynn
Drinking: Columbia Diamante Micro Lot coffee
Listening: to rain outside
Location: Work